Idk, I'm not okay and I don't remember when I last was properly okay. I mean the no-emotions-repressed-kind. There are so many things in a day that make me question staying here, on earth. I know we said we'd talk more and I promise, I'm trying to. It's just so hard to stop repressing my emotions or know what all I've already repressed and it gets so hard somedays. It gets so hard to push everything down, slap a smile on my face and go about my day. It's not easy convincing myself to live but, every day, you give me a reason to. You're keeping me alive, thank you for that.