Unsent Messages

My first instinct is to tell you I wish we never met, but that's simply not true. If I were to have never responded I would not have learned I deserve more than just being used for when you were lonely. I am worth more than being left on read when I actually needed you. You promised a hook up when someone else will promise forever. I'm not sure what it is about you that keeps me coming back every time you run back into my life but I truly hope you don't come back. Someone else will let me give them everything I wanted to give to you. I would have given you every piece of me not asking for anything in return. I wanted to help you and watch you reach every goal you ever dreamed of. One day you will find a girl you feel is worth giving your attention to and I hope she gives you that and more because you deserve the entire world, you just wouldn't let me give it to you. Something that I will probably never forget is I would have given you the world and that was somehow not good enough for you and that's okay because now I know it was you who didn't deserve to even know my name.