Unsent Messages

i'm really really sorry for ending things. it was stupid. but we both made mistakes and i do miss you. i don't regret anything between me and you and i hope you don't either. i understand you're with someone now but if i had another chance i wouldn't mess up. also, i literally cannot get over you no matter how hard i try to move on, i always come back to you. i tried talking to someone new and it wasn't the same at all. with you, i had a 100 percent gut feeling i wanted to be with you but i didn't feel the same about this other kid. i still remember things you would text me and tell me from 7 months ago. i remember how i would smile every single time you texted me, how i told all of my friends and family about you, how no matter what i was doing i always thought about you. i still do sometimes like if a song comes on it will remind me of you, or when i'm scrolling through my memories and find pictures of when we were dating. i really really hope you're happy with her and i hope she's happy with you. if i'm being completely honest i wish i was with you but for now, i hope you guys treat each other right and make so many happy memories.