Unsent Messages

9/29 hiiii babyyyy. I just wanted to tell you I love you. I will always love you. I know your going through things right know, I get that I can’t really help with those things but just know whenever you talk about it I try, I may not be good at it but i try. You mean the entire world to me. You have no idea how happy I get when you text back. My heart melts everytime I hear your voice. I hope that it works out with you. You have no idea how much I want it to work out with you. I wish god would talk back to me sometimes. I want him to promise me you’ll stay, I’m always praying and talking to him about you but he can never actually promise. Whatever happens, just know, it will ALWAYS be me and you. It me and you before anyone else. I just wish I could see you right now. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I just wanna lay down on the grass at the park. Right now would be a good time. It’s 4:34 am. It would be dark and quiet. I just want to hold you and play with you hair. I just wish you could stay with me forever. Goodnight baby. I’m pretty tired and my eyes are all red from crying. You are literally so perfect and I wish you could see what I see. Your the most amazing person I’ve ever met. You don’t deserve what’s happening to you right now. Just know it will get better. I promise.??