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i was completely in love with you for three years. i know you had no clue. everytime i heard you had a crush on her, i would feel like i was melting into the floor. maybe it seems like such a strong love to me since i was so young with no ecperience. or maybe because i had never felt that way about anyone beofore. i have liked other people since then, but not the same way. it feel so stupid that i care this much, especially since we were never even close. i dont know how it happened or why it happened, but i know i fell in love and there was nothing i could do. over the next couple of years, it started to fade, but all it took was you asking me a simple homework question during lunch to make the feelings come rushing back. i know you never did and never will feel the same as i did, and it makes sense becasue i cant even come up with a logical reason why i cared so much. its the type of thing that by now, im over you, but if you were to ever come to me, i would drop everything and go with it. i cant even explain why, but it is what it is.