Unsent Messages

You pulled me out of my depressive state and put me back into it, ik i shouldn’t keep wanting what hurts me most but i do. i want you. I want you to want me back and love me how you used to. everything was going so well, why’d u break my heart? Everything was going how you wanted it, so why’d you end it? I have so many questions yet the most important one that’s been on my mind is why wasn’t i enough to settle with, to be with, to have around? I was so good to you. I was there when you needed me, i was there just to be there, i was so kind and caring to you, i loved you more than any other girl could, yet that amount of love and comfort wasn’t enough for you ig, i only want the best for you, forever and always, i hope you make up your indecisive mind on what you want, i hope you know i’ll always be there if you need me. i’m one txt away and id drop it all for you if you ever want me back even tho ik i shouldn’t want what only hurts me in the end. This hurts so bad writing, the tears flowing from my eyes onto your hoodie that i still have, i hug it tight wenever i miss you tho most at hard times. this hurts me rn so bad, i love you Luke. I love everything about you. I love your blonde hair, i love you stupid eye glare when you’d look back at me, i love your smile, i love your laugh, i love you taste, i love you bluish greenish colored eyes, i love your touch, i love everything you do, I love you.