Unsent Messages

I wish we would’ve stayed friends. I wish we never attempted to be anything more. Every precious memory I have with you is centered around that time we were growing together and discovering ourselves. Then after we tried to date it all fell into pieces. Now I can only think back on those memories because what’s left in their wake is disaster. I was hesitant to call you my first love because I felt there was so much more room to grow. But if it’s anyone I am glad it was you. I was young and foolish but I know now without a doubt that the burning in my chest was love for you. I was in love and it was wonderful. And even now that we have semi started to heal and we can talk to this day. I hold that feeling close. I cant wait for a chance to feel that feeling again. You’ll always have the honor to be the first one that ever held it. I miss us. I’m moving on. I’m growing. You are too. I am glad for the time we had.