As much as I want to give up on you I can't. You're everywhere and everything around me reminds me of you bubs, I hate it. I love you so much that I hate you. You broke me completely and then showed up again when you saw I had put myself back together. I want you to be better and I've tried to make you better an help you realize you won't be young forever. I want you to be the one. The one I see first thing in the morning. The one I'm not afraid to be myself around. The one that I'll spend my days with until my last breathe. I fucking love you so much that I absolutely hate you