From: ABC
To: Jay
Date: October 19, 2020, 5:03 am
whenever you come back into my life i'm happy but I know not to get too happy because you won't stay for long I still love you, don't get me wrong but its not the same no more I am beginning to let you go, but trust me when i say i'm far from moving on as much as I wanted to keep you to myself I think its time we let each other go......and you don't know how hard it was to make that decision it took me almost 6 years you were my person. I just wasn't yours and I hope the next girl you have makes you happier than I did I wish you nothing but the best I can go on and on and on but sitting here and crying almost every night won't bring you back and won't change nothing. we just found each other at the wrong time god knows how much I love you and how I would've done anything and everything for you but not everyone is meant to be and I was just one of those unlucky ones who couldn't spend the rest of my life with the person called their first love I hope you find happiness and I'll be loving you from and distance and maybe even see you fall in love with another :( but i'm glad I got to know what loving felt like goodbye my love.....
