Unsent Messages

hi nate. this is my last letter to you (hopefully). i've left notes to you for the past three months, and i think it's finally time to stop. i hope you find another girl suits you better, a goth one who loves cars, but doesn't wear those "ugly shoes". i hope you find a sx240 with prettier nice interior and a maybe even a white rx-7 in the future. i hope you get those real friendships that you so desire, ones that don't leave you feeling lonely. i hope you learn to be vulnerable and open and that it's okay to not bottle everything up. i hope you stop being so hateful all the time and learn to be sweet and kind. i hope you open your eyes and see all the pain you have caused to those who love you. i hope you grow and learn what love truly is, and that it's more than just a feeling. i love you, nate, and forever will, but i have to let you go. thank you for our memories. i'll cherish those two golden days forever. to the boy i once knew, goodbye.