You have hurt me so many times and I continue to love you and let you keep hurting me. I remember everything every single day. I relive the moments I found out. But I can’t stop loving you. I imagine the pain I would be in without you and it’s unbearable. I think about the pain your causing me now and it’s so confusing. I don’t even want to picture you with another girl. You’re my everything and my nothing all at the same time.