Hey...How are you? I know that you aren't thinking of me and I know that you'll never see this but I can't stop thinking about you. I know I acted like I didn't care but the truth is I cared Ben, I cared a lot. Every little thing about you, like the way you said my name(i know it's cheesy) and the way you looked at me. I noticed but I know that you never did. I cared a lot more than I let on. Now that I care I'll never stop caring, that's my problem. I know you stopped a long time ago but I'll never stop. I just need you to know that. I don't care if its tomorrow or ten years from now. I'll always care and I'll always be there for you. To you I may just be a girl that you proposed to like three times freshmen year because you were young and dumb but to me you are the one.