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Hi. It's me again. I don't really know what to say to you but I have finally moved on and it's time to actually let you go now. As much as I love you, you are not my person. I want to thank you for teaching me to love myself after you couldn't. As much as it hurts to look back and see how many tears I have shed for YOU because YOU didn't try hard enough to stop those tears from falling down my cheek, I still have so much love for you. I hate the way I don't hate you. I hate the way I still miss you and your cuddles and the way you say my name. I hate the way after something good happens, you're the only person I wanna tell. You broke me to the point where I had to distract myself from ever thinking about you. I see all the memories from a year ago from when I first developed genuine feelings for the boy who would turn into my first love. It hurts but what doesn't hurt is how I can finally stop crying over something that wasn't worth my tears. I will always love you. Thank you. I'm one lucky girl...