Unsent Messages

I don't know what to say to you anymore. I can't even look at your face. I can't even mention your name because it would hurt me. You and me against the world, that's all I wanted. You don't even have to be my boyfriend. I just want to be beside you, I wanted to get to know you, I wanted to let you know that I care about you and that I love you. I love you so much it scared me. I have never loved anyone as much as I loved you. It's gonna take me a while to recover, I highly doubt I will, but I will remember you. I will never forget the happy days that included you. The blushes, that feeling of being on cloud nine every time you call my name, that anxious feeling every time I go to school because I was so excited to see you, hoping you'd get the same classes as me. Do you remember me? Would you remember me or am I just gonna be a mere memory?... I'll never forget you. Sorry for being like this. I love you. I always will. Oh, how I wish we met at the right time. Think about what we could've been. I love you and I miss you every single day. You never leave my mind. I hope the best for you. I love you and you deserve everything good. Damn it, of course I'm crying while writing this.