i think you are really confused in life right now, not knowing what you want or how to feel. i think that sometimes you like to blame yourself because it is more convenient that way. you never like to believe in what you have because you are afraid of what could become, and i get it and understand so much and that's why i care so much i guess. i can relate so much. i am my own worst enemy and i think that you are your own worst enemy aswell. that's why i gravitate so much towards you, i guess. that's always been the reason i think.
