If you see this I want you to know I still love you. It’s not fair to tell you that though, it doesn’t seem to be in the cards for us and it’s only fair to let you move on and find happiness with someone else. but fuck I wish it worked out. I miss sitting in the back of your car, running in the rain, the warm summer nights, being in your arms. you’re the best person I’ve met, you make me feel held. you made me believe in soulmates.