Unsent Messages

this is the second submission i’ve made cos honestly it’s kinda therapeutic yikes but today was like almost perfect. when i saw that we were out in the same group for the project i was so so happy and the whole day was almost like a dream. i don’t want to look into everything to much cos then i’ll get my hopes up but us just sitting next to each other and all the little things meant like the world to me like us practically holding hands and leaning on each other and joking around and like the non verbal communicating was so so cute and even you like squeezing my hand and tapping my foot was cute like i dunno if i’m crazy but how could you do all that and it mean absolutely nothing but i still hate the way you think everyone cares about your business like i feel like you hold back because you’re worried that someone might see or call you out on whatever we are and it’s not fair on me. why can’t you get past yourself also bruh side note you snapped me right as i’m typing this hehe