Unsent Messages

its weird how i find myself writing another one. but this one I'm focusing on the good things. even tho i don't recognize you and i don't respect you anymore, i hope you will find happiness. i truly put my feelings aside when we broke up so that you could move on like you said and find happiness by yourself. I know you felt very guilty, but your actions showed different than your words. texting her right after? what the actual fuck. i know you want to be with her more than anything but its been 9 months. jason the girl does not want you. you need to leave her on read and actually move on. its honestly makes you look so beyond pathetic and i wish you could see that. i want to talk to you about it more than anything but i know it's not my place to say something. I've never been through heartbreak so I don't know what it feels like but you're just fucking yourself at this point. anyways i said that this one would be positive oops. thank you for bringing happiness in my life and being my first boyfriend. i got to experience all the first times of relationships so thanks. oh and you made me realize my self worth. i deserve so much better than you(physically and mentally).