you were so boring and i tried hard to create and hold the conversation. i started to question if i was the problem and i told you that time and time again and why i felt like that, it was from your actions. then, you told me i wasn’t the problem and that you would change. in the end, it was my fault for “being insecure” maybe if you didn’t act like such a dick then i wouldn’t have, you gave me reasons to be insecure and that, that is not my fault.