god i miss you. I miss all our hikes and hangouts during quarantine. I know it'll never go back to that and it kills me. I'll never forget the day you texted me confessing your feelings. The first day we kissed. One part of me wishes we never did anything, but another part of me has never felt like that. Actually cutting you off after so many months of on and off was so hard. I had a bunch of distractions, but I still find myself thinking about you at least once a day and looking through our memories once a week. I wonder what we could have been if you truly liked me enough. The amount of love I had and still have for you is unmatched-