From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:58 pm
it’s hard right now for me. i wanna talk to you so bad even though you hurt me but i suppose that’s my fault. it’s so weird that all you know is this insecure side of me that i trusted only you with because i’ve always shown everyone else this false confidence and that i’m self-assured but i showed you my insecure side and in the end, you used that to hurt me. for me, showing someone my insecurities is a love language since i never do that, it was my feminine side that you crushed. so now i know, i can’t show that to anyone again and i’ll learn to accept that. however i am fully sure that you did not deserve me because you made me question my worth with you treating me good for a few days then being distant for the next few days. you can’t have me for my good days and not my bad too. you didn’t deserve me at all