Unsent Messages

i try to write a song about him, because he's new and he's exciting and he's what i've been looking for. but it never works because there is nothing there, nothing from me to him but so many things from him to me. everything i ever felt for a guy has been for you. i just didn't know it.

so i turn on my desk light at one am again and write down words to you that i could never say because i have so many of them. i just feel terrible that they are not for him. they should be. they're supposed to be. but i always come back to you.

my mom told me to wait for you. wait until you're ready. i know you're the right person. maybe it's the wrong time, but you're the one for me. i didn't realize that until i just barely said it but it's true. i don't think i would be able to live without you.

i wouldn't be able to live without you.