Hey. I don't feel the need to write these anymore, I don't think you even saw the others I wrote. I'm glad we called when we did, it gave me the closure I didn't know I needed. I realise now that I saw the relationship in a different light to you. You were my everything whereas you were just trying to move on from your "everything". I dont want to talk to you again. This time I want to focus on my life. I think I'll always love you but I don't like you anymore. Looking back you drove me insane to the point where I was a person I hated. I'm sorry we were so toxic, things happen for a reason even if the reason is really shit. I hope you find happiness in your new relationship and life. Please don't reach out to me again. We are better off without each other. Thank you for the memories Squish. You were the best 'nj' I could have asked for. :):