From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: October 17, 2020, 6:19 pm
why?
why put me through that?
for 6 weeks straight?
why play me like that?
am i really that worthless?
that unlovable?
that undeserving?
am i going to have to ask for an explanation again?
because apparently, not only am i unworthy of your love, i’m unworthy of an explanation or simple text of “i lost interest. sorry i lead you on.”
instead i’m left here wondering.
i’m left here wondering why i wasn’t enough.
wondering that if i wasn’t enough for you,
how will i be enough for anyone else?
and now i’m going to have to see you everyday. I’m going to have to watch you flirt with my roommate. acting as if nothing happened. I guess i’ve been your toy this whole time. and now that you’re done with me, you just leave me sprawled out on the floor. vulnerable and hurt. wondering where it all went wrong. why would you do this to me? why would you think it’s okay to make someone feel like this?