i know it hurts. it hurts me too. i dont know what i was missing but i guess it was past fixing. i dont think its possible to care too much i think thats called giving up. dont give up on the people that love you the most. time heals though, remember that. tomorrow wont hurt as much as today did. and for the record im back doing the one thing you made me promise you not to ever do again. i dont know if you ever actually understood what i was trying to tell you but things stop mattering when someone which such a big effect on your life leaves you, theres no need for trying to be saved if you dont care anymore.
