i love how kind you are to people and how you to eyes sparkle. your hazel eyes, just something about them made me feel like i was home. i didn’t give up on you, i just was tired of myself running and chasing i just couldn’t stand it i needed time to myself because it felt like i meant nothing to no one anymore and you took that away for a while. it wasn’t a distraction, it was because i love you. i still do. i mean that with everything in me. i love you. i know that it’s hard to process but i just wanted to let you know. i never got the chance to say all this because i was scared. when your name pops up on my phone i still get butterflies. i’m kind of waiting for you to come back even though you won’t. i can’t let you go no matter how hard i try. i can’t just block you on everything. we are still young and have a lot to look forward but i look forward to you.