josh. i honestly thought i loved you. my first love. i was so wrong. we were perfect, too perfect. i still wonder what was the first event that sent us crumbling down. other girls? u lost interest? whatever it was, i wish i knew. you were a dream to me, and i to you. i opened ur last message three days ago. i cant say i miss you, this was a long time coming but i miss the idea of you . im glad we tried but im even more glad that you are out of my life. ur toxic
