hey!! i didnt do much today except cry in the morning, drink coffee and have a lil dance party hehe. alot of them were about moving on and being happy with myself, which i am but my feelings won't be going away. i miss you. i wish i could hold you again. will you realize that i'm happy when you see me in the future? will you consider reaching out for me and reconnecting? i'm scared that you won't. we promised each other we wouldn't lose one another. i hope we don't break it.
