Unsent Messages

I know you will never see this because your dumb boy that doesn't understand that a girl has feelings for you when it was so obvious. I know for a fact you saw how I treated other boys and then how I treated you, how I looked at other boys and how I looked at you. half of the messages under my name make me wish they were from you. the only boy I ever meet that wasn't so fucking dumb was the first boy I ever liked. he figured it out I liked him, he didn't like me, but it didn't ruin our friendship and he never made anything awkward, I finally got over it and we still remained best friends. I love him for that but hate him for making me believe all boys were like that, he gave me false hope. I hope you know you lost a damn good friend by just cutting me out of your life, fuck you.