Breaking my own promise, but I'm drunk + chums so
I wish I could take care of u, I wish I could make all ur problems vanish, I wish I could make u happy the way ur presence does for me. But not in this lifetime isn't it ? Maybe not in next either, u aren't in my fate and I've never wished for anything harder than you, idk when will this pain go away. I wish I was important enough in ur life to make a difference. To pull u out of ur worries atleast temporarily, ik ull never share them with me but I wish I could help, but i feel u r just indifferent to my presence. The amt of restrain to hv not sent this over texts was immeasurable... anyway, I wish u the love i wasn't allowed to give u, to be atleast showered upon u by someone u will want. Take care ♥️