Please have mercy on my tainted soul, for I am a sinner. As a sinner I was born and as a sinner I shall die. But ,if you exist, am I not also your creation? Was I not made in your image and did I not spend my days trying to live as such? I was told you are a loving god, so please grand me this final act of kindness as a proof that you truly are good. I am begging you as your child, please don‘t make me go trough the agony of hell for not having been able to endure this hell on earth. Please forgive me for stumbling and walking this earth imperfect. I know what I did wrong but I tried to do right too. I am so terrified of death but I can’t bear to live like this. So please won’t you look into my heart? Won’t you have mercy on the lowest of your own creations?