I might be completely wrong but ..
U said i know all of u.. but I feel ur ALL OF U stops at the surface u r comfortable showing. But i felt the unspoken parts ? the places even u refuse to look at. And that’s where my love rooted... When I've spoken abt it, u always denied that u r not that complex and that i should stop ASSUMING, sometimes I feel ik u more than u do ( in certain matters but u r in denial ) I might be wrong but.. if u would atleast try answering the questions i ask, i wouldn't hv to assume everything by myself, because i don't get answers from u, I assume, that's how i move forward?
Everything i romanticised is showing the reality now ..
U did let me in deeper than u usually allow anyone. That wasnt delusion but
The painful truth is depth of knowing doesn’t automatically translate to readiness for love. But i thought if u were brave enough to let me in ull be open and ready for love..my bad
I wish I didn't mistake this for ur capability of love, i only ever imagined loving u than u loving me but u don't even let me love u... It's so painful...
I wish I respected nd valued how u were with me nd not get greedy of wanting more..we would hv had such a beautiful platonic nd pure equation...
Now I feel it's entangled with malice 💔