It’s been eight long months since we last spoke. Life has changed so much since then, yet a part of me still stands where you left. You seem happy now and that’s all I ever prayed for. I asked God every day to bring back that smile on your face, and seeing it again, even from afar, gives me peace. I wish you all the happiness, health and love this world can offer. You truly deserve peace and love.

You will always be my incomplete wish, my home, my seven minutes, my love, my happiness, my peace and everything in between. I’m stumbling through each day, struggling even to live a normal life.My life hasn’t moved forward since you left. I think about you now more than I did when we were together. I still talk to the imaginary version of you whenever I need someone to listen because even in silence, you are the one I reach for.

You’ve blocked me everywhere, and I respect that. Yet, I often find myself scrolling through our old texts, smiling through tears at how special you made me feel, how much importance, love, and warmth you gave me. I’ll forever be grateful for that. Those moments, those words, those laughs, they’re all still alive in me.

You are such a beautiful soul, a gift from Allah I’ll never stop being grateful for. No matter how much distance or silence lies between us, the truth remains, I loved you with everything I had, and I always will.