So much to say yet I don't even know where to begin.
Words are not sufficient.
I not only miss my lover, but I miss my best friend. I miss what we could have been and what we had. It was real.
3 years since meeting you. 2 since breaking up. how did we only date for a year yet you left such a profound impact on me? It seems almost impossible. But you did it.
I listen to your voicemails sometimes. Look at old photos and videos we took or visit your ig. I post to the unsent project, half the time it doesn't upload. I've sent you letters and I have not received any response. It isn't good for me. I am still stuck in the past even though I've moved on in a lot of ways.
I am not that same naive girl I was, but I cannot seem to get over you no matter how hard I try. And i have tried. I am haunted by our memories and the times we shared. The good and the bad. I wish we could make new memories together. But I know we won't get the chance to. I made sure of that.
I miss you Cooper. I still love you and I never stopped loving you. I wish you would talk to me. Did you keep any of my letters at all? I hope you did. I meant what i said.