Unsent Messages

Hey. I haven’t talked to you since September. I hope this message finds you well. I miss you, but I know you don’t have time to deal with me and put in effort because you’re already dealing with so much other shit. I understand, because that’s one of the reasons I did this whole thing in the first place. I do still regret it. Also, I am over you. Because of my “deal” I haven’t texted you to let you know about it. I want to tell her I am, I want you to be happy. Really badly. And I’m going to do it soon, I’m just scared and I don’t know how to bring it up. I’m sorry if by the time I do it, it’s too late. I’m sorry she said no because of me. I told her not to. I know you won’t see this because I doubt you know about this website, but if you do, text me. Please, just one text and I’ll end this whole thing, I don’t want to lose you completely, if I haven’t already. I really care about you and I so miss everything. I wish none of this ever happened. I’m waiting anxiously for January. I have so many things I want to tell you about before we are done for good. Finally, I love you. And I’m not kidding.
I hope you figure out this is for you, and who it’s from.
Or maybe I don’t...
Yours truly,
“Francine”
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Oof they really need to get a teal option for these things