dear, can we try this again? you call me stupid for having hope for this relationship of ours, but i still love you. it hurts knowing that you love someone else. it hurts so much. i just want to be enough for you. dear, my heart hurts for you. can you believe that i wrote one of these stupid letters on this website six months ago and here i am again. dear, i love you. i wish you loved me. i want to feel alive again.