Unsent Messages

I hardly ever stop thinking about you. I don't know why or how you became such a big part of my life. I haven't seen you for more than a month and i have only less than 2 days. It's weird becouse i don't know what's going to happen with my feelings when i see you. Are they real, do i really like you? Or have i just created a unexistant version of you by daydreaming about you, us every fucking day. Why won't you leave my head? I have so many questions and no where to look for answers. I feel like i think about you less and less every day and i don?t know if that is a good thing. I mean i don't really even know you, right? I wonder how i will feel about you after i talk to you, i hope i get the courage to walk up to you in the hallway. Even hi i just say hi and walk away. I always get mad at myself when i think about you too much. YOu once told me that i shouldn't run away from feelings and turn something beautiful in to something bad just becouse i am afraid of being hurt. You were right. Until next time...