you know, i used to think back on all of our memories and it would hurt my heart. i could actually feel my heart break with each thought. i used to see you with your new girl of the week, and it would kill me. the tears would just fill my eyes seeing you with someone who wasnt me. i loved you more than anything. it took me a long time to fully recover from my heartbreak from you. but i have finally got there. i am finally able to think back on our memories, and just smile. i am finally able to see you with someone else and feel happy for you. i thought i would never come this far. especially when we were off and on again. i thought i would always be stuck on you seb. but something i realized in my heartbreak was this: if you love them, let them go. which is such a true statement. i needed to let you go. i needed you to let me let you go. i needed to realize and accept that i am not what you need right now, and you are not what i need. and thats okay. its okay that you have moved on, because i have too.
but there is just one more thing i want to say. i believe that sometimes, when two people meet, they connect in a more powerful way than most can. they create this tie between them that cannot be severed: no matter the distance, no matter the pain, no matter the issue... it just cannot be broken. and sebastian, we have that. the way that we look at each other isn't the way exes do. there is still some sort of care there, and there always will be. we cant deny that. because of this unbreakable tie, i will always be here for you when you need me. always. not matter the distance, no matter the pain, no matter the issue.... i will be here. a piece of my heart will always belong to you seb. and i mean that.
whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same.

love,

forever yours