I hate you so much for making me feel like this. I hate you for ending us in that way. I hate you for making me cry over you. I hate you for making me love your flaws as much as I love your perfections. But most of all I hate you because I can't. I still want you and I can't/won't stop. I overthink every time we talked, every situation, every walk. Is this where it went wrong? Is it because I am too - for you? Was it all my fault? But i'm wasting my time on someone who doesn't even want me back. I could say I hope we figure everything out, but I know we won't. Our story ends with awkward second hand interactions and mutual friends. As much as I want you to know i'll always love you, it terrifies me to the point where I want to go back to before. Goodbye P
