Unsent messages to ALASKA
From: ABC
To: alaska
we’re about to go on a walk and my nerves rn are killing me. the fact that i still get anxious over seeing you is terrifying but exciting. i hope today goes well :))
From: ABC
To: alaska
I don’t hate anyone, including you. You are the one who is having a hard time accepting the outcome of your choices. You ended everything, no choice was given to me. You, yourself did that. You showed me that our friendship was worth that choice, whether it was impulsive or not, it was said and done. No explanations, no choices, no nothing. Your feelings are valid, they always have been. but do not project your regret onto me when you made that decision and especially when I was forced to moved on so long ago.
From: ABC
To: alaska
I hate you so much for making me feel like this. I hate you for ending us in that way. I hate you for making me cry over you. I hate you for making me love your flaws as much as I love your perfections. But most of all I hate you because I can't. I still want you and I can't/won't stop. I overthink every time we talked, every situation, every walk. Is this where it went wrong? Is it because I am too - for you? Was it all my fault? But i'm wasting my time on someone who doesn't even want me back. I could say I hope we figure everything out, but I know we won't. Our story ends with awkward second hand interactions and mutual friends. As much as I want you to know i'll always love you, it terrifies me to the point where I want to go back to before. Goodbye P
From: ABC
To: alaska
Every time I listen to Kendrik Lamar it reminds me of you and it makes me feel sad
From: ABC
To: alaska
Every time I listen to Kendrik Lamar it reminds me of you and it makes me feel sad
From: ABC
To: alaska
you always picked him. but he never wanted you the way i needed you. give me a chance
From: ABC
To: alaska
i may not truly forgive you, but i do wish you the best . love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: alaska
Thanks for everything, you know how and where to find me if you wanna talk.... new tattoo huh?
From: ABC
To: alaska
Alot gets posted with my name I have no idea if any are you.But if you are then unblock me.
From: ABC
To: alaska
I know I messed up, and I'm sorry for that. But you said we were online twins, so why did you leave?
