i cant understand for a single second on why we aren’t together. i know you keep thinking of the complications like me being far far away. but its not... i just. idk. im suffering. i cant breathe anymore. and i dont want to. so i wont. i love u forevever. i wish u the best in life always and you made me the happiest human in the world. u made me feel like i could do anything in life even if i failed i could get back up again. im sorry. im just not strong enough to sit and wonder everyday if youll be mine again. it hurts yoo much. im tired of missing my mom. im exhausted all the time. i apologize for this beforehand. i love u. goodbye. find that someone you lovw and dont ever let them go. forever isnt promised.
