I am so scared Hudson, I am so scared of the future. What if we ruin what we have, after this we can never go back to just friends, what if I self sabbotage, what if I randomly loose feelings, what if you do. The love I have for you is greater than all the fear I have. I cannot lose you and the thing is... I don't think I will. I can't you lose you, it's me and you forever.