Here I am, once again, I keep promising myself I'd never come back, that I don't miss you and that we're over. But I still miss you, I'm happy now without you, I have someone else who fills the gap that you left. You hurt me and years later I still just want to talk to you. Do you ever miss me? Do you ever see something and think of me? Do you ever feel sorry for what you did to me, did you mean everything you said, did you actually love me or did you love the idea of having a girlfriend. I really hope the best for you, but at the same time, I hope you get hurt the way you hurt me. You hurt me so bad and when I would cry or tell you how I felt you would laugh in my face and proceed to tell me it's my fault for loving you. How is it my fault you cheated, how is any of this my fault? I hate your guts, but I still feel the need to be friends with you? I love you forever Kevin, even if you never loved me.