my beautiful boy, i’m sorry for everything. i think im meant to be with you but soulmates never end up together do they. im sorry for choosing him over you. sorry for messing it up so many times. i beat myself up every single day for loosing you. it pains me not that you left but that i have to deal with the way i treated you. i love and miss you g. im glad your living your best life, i just wish i was in it.