my beautiful boy, i’m sorry for everything. i think im meant to be with you but soulmates never end up together do they. im sorry for choosing him over you. sorry for messing it up so many times. i beat myself up every single day for loosing you. it pains me not that you left but that i have to deal with the way i treated you. i love and miss you g. im glad your living your best life, i just wish i was in it.

I was excited about you. You were different. I wasn’t getting bored or loosing feelings. Our future paths aligned. You seemed so genuine. I listened to your words and not your actions. You played me well. Better than anyone ever has before. I thank you for that because now, I can see it coming.

i know we both moved on, but I wonder if you regret what we had

i hope you know i always think about you

i hope you can get the help you really need, someday

I wish you texted first.

i wish things didn’t end the way they did

I can’t forget your scent, I really miss you.

I love you.
I pray for you every night. I see you in my dreams and those are always the happiest.

i do hope you’re well. i pray you know that, even though you likely don’t care

i’ll always be here for you. whether it’s as friends or more :)

Why did you stop talking to me after being rejected by her?

you told me if things
could be different you would come back. why are you still not here

I’ve missed you so much. I never told you, but I’m deeply in love with you.

If it's you..reach out

learning to not love you was the hardest thing i've ever had to do

I’ll love you forever, even though we’re young, I want us to last forever

you will forever be engraved in my mind - my soul will speak of you even after this life. im sorry.

i still think about that night

I love you, but the distance makes it hard

I miss you more.

im happy for you gav. i’m so glad you have what you’ve always wanted. js wish it could’ve been me.

do you still think of me? ever? i only write these because i know you won’t see them

i miss you more.

thank you for always being there for me. Even if it’s from afar im always so proud of you. ily

i love u

i wanted it to be you

was it easy for you to leave me with no closure? no final goodbye?

i miss the old us

is this how it’s suppose to be?
is this how it’s suppose to be?

it hurt me in ways i pray u never have to feel i promised i wouldn’t forget about u i’m haunted by u

i wonder how things would be if we met now