Unsent Messages

I'm sorry I never told you how I felt. We haven't spoken in years, and it still feels like you're still in my heart. We stood side by side for so long, until she came in between us, or was it that I missed my chance? So many people told me you felt the same, but I didn't listen because I was scared they were lying. If you did love me, why didn't you ever tell me? Why couldn't I tell you? When you were the only one I had left, you were gone. You left me in the dust, only to unknowingly break my heart. It hurts to love someone new because your presence is still inside me. I feel broken, I've hurt so many people, people that love and care for me, because of you. I hate you, but I also still can't stop loving you. I love you so much that I don't know if I'll ever stop loving you. Every time I think you've disappeared, you return to haunt me with what could have been in my dreams. I don't know what else to do. It's gotten so bad that I feel like ending it all to stop the burning fire of love inside. I can't move on, it's physically impossible, and the only way I can is if you answer one simple question for me: did you ever love me?