From: ABC
To: J
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:18 pm
so we just had that conversation on why you don’t say i love you back to me every single day and what hurts the most is that i can’t tell if you are being serious or joking around like you do a lot. i am so so sorry i cant understand you that well, i really do try my best but i cant seem to get anything right and i’m sorry i made you feel that way. you said that was only one of the reason why and i am completely broken thinking about all the stuff i might have done or said that could have hurt you. i am so sorry baby, none of this was intentional. i love you so much and i don’t want to sound creepy but i’d do almost anything to hear i love you back from you. again i am so so so sorry for any of the times i’ve hurt you or made you feel annoyed by me but you are so important to me. i would not be alive if it weren’t for you and it hurts to see the person i’d go to when i get hurt or sad be the cause of sadness now. they do say all good things come to and end but i don’t wanna loose you baby, i cant loose you. if i loose you i’d loose myself as well, there is almost no point in living a life without you. i’m really hoping will all my heart that i’m just overthinking but you have really crushed my heart today. i hope everything goes back to normal how it used to be, just please please tell me and call me out when i fuck things up. i need to know cause i’m an oblivious dense bitch. please tell me and i cannot express how sorry i am. i love you baby, hope you sleep well and goodnight precious