From: ABC
To: Alex
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:13 pm
i really did like you for two years. and i still do and you know it. sometimes i just wished i wasn’t just there when you were bored. i miss you so much it’s physically hurts. i wanna hug you again and talk to you about life and other stupid shit. you make me so happy. but you’re also the main reason for my pain. i always refused to tell you about what’s bothering me the most and i’m gonna tell you here. if you see this cool if not, also cool. if you, do text me. sometimes i don’t know whether or not if i hate you or i love you. i miss those walks so much. i think about it all the time. your hands in my back pockets, kissing me, holding my hand, putting me on your lap etc etc. we never even dated but i cry about you and i think about you as if we were a thing. i love you alex. and i wish you loved me like that too.
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