Whenever Kayla asks me if I ever had feelings for you I scoff and say never, you’re like a brother. When Anna asks me I say for a week in the 6th grade and never again after middle school. None of these are true. I liked you from the end of 6th to the beginning of 8th. And some days I really miss that guy, because he was great. He was my first love in a lot of ways. Someone I could cry to, someone who would listen, someone who knew me, really knew me and it was easy. Loving you like the bestfriend you were to me was so easy. And somewhere along the way it switched. Suddenly you weren’t you anymore