A part of me wished you never came back, but the other part of me can’t seem to live without you. It hurts to know you cared all this time, because for years you led me to think you didn’t. You broke me. I cried myself to sleep for a whole year wondering how things would have been. You were my hardest goodbye. I lost myself after you. But I’m stronger now, I found myself and I forced myself to move on. Now you message me, to check up on me and I’m back to square one. You made me truly happy once you did. You made me feel beautiful and worthy.You made me smile and laugh till my stomach hurt. Your voice was my cure. You were my best friend. I thank you for that, I do. It’s different now. We grew up. I’ll always care for you, but it’s time to leave that in the past. I hope you find this one day. Wish you the best.